Youtube is run by the laziest faggots

 This has got to be the dumbest take down notice of all time.  Those useless drones at youtube took down a video I didn't even remember I had.  It pictures the Silk Road before it got busted, the historical value alone is worth it.  I just find it really annoying because instead of having a conversation, or just giving me time to back it up and put it on rumble instead of their Bolschevik hide-out, fuck em honestly.

So, I had to screencapture it straight from the content creator thing.  Maybe it needs more context, this is an old school project that showcased the silk road back when it used to operate.

 

Dreamed her again, this time I could really feel the love.

 Another noteworthy dream.  This time there was a bunch of symbolism.  I had to fish her out of the water.  I called a cruise company on the phone and it felt like I had unlimited credit.

 She was speaking to me through thoughts, she knows everything about me, about the problems with my family.

 She had a fat ass, I love that, and she probably knows.

 

I'm not sure what to do. 

I had a nice dream last night, it is noteworthy

 Last night I went on a nice walk over to the mountain, I held my catholic merch with me, a Rosario.  I was hoping for something to happen, that my prayers would glitch the matrix, but everything was peaceful, no ruckus, no nothing.

 I headed back home with disbelief, what did I do wrong?  Do I need to get higher up the mountain, I can't the guards might see me, I can't metal gear my way into this one with regular looking clothes, my camo index is crap.

 And then my dream happened, she was there, I felt her warmth, she waits for me, the woman of my castle awaits my return, but she denies my chariot.  Probably because it's not the most discreet way.

 I will find another way my dear, I'm trying to remember everything, as usual.

 

Only my woman and me can understand this jibberish.

 

Christ is king.

Shit U might need to know about netgear vpns.

 Do you own a RAX 45, maybe a RAX120.  I've done the research, the troubleshooting, and I got advice for anyone wanting to fake that they're at their home IP.

First off you gotta find a way to get that sweet user/pass if your ISP does PPPoE.  If you can't, well, shit brah.  Maybe there's another way to get that working for ya, perhaps some mac address cloning, either way, the best way to get this working is to make your netgear the main router and your ISP GPON should just be a layer 2 switch.

This guide assumes you're not a complete moron or have some sort of technical training, maybe you're a student and you want to "try it out"  And with that said, your Netgear router must be in router mode, I won't tell you where to do that, look it up or something.

This first image shows you the menu, you want to hit advanced or you'll get nowhere to be honest.

This should be your first stop if your provider has a VLAN for internet data, good ol' Mexican telecom is 881.  Maybe your isp has IPTV (which is probably dead due to netflix and other streaming shit) you indicate it  here and select a port on your router to dish out that IPTV.

Next stop is Setup so you can get to the internet setup.

If you're just going to clone a mac address, forget about logins, but if you're gonna do some PPPoE dialing, this is the preferred method, it's pretty self explanatory, user/password type stuff.  Wan aggregation if you got more than 1 WAN, 5G Ethernet if your ISPs GPON supports it, man if you're going that fast and you came here for pointers, I don't get it.

Like I said, cloning a mac, or using another should be indicated here.

Next stop is dynamic dns, did I mention this is a VPN guide, you probably forgot, for some reason netgear won't let you activate the vpn thing if you don't get some dns alias working.  You might even have a fixed IP, it still won't work, I suggest you get their free no-ip service.  It's good for a single IP.  Excellent if you're cheap like I was with all my former girlfriends.

Are we there yet?  You enable the vpn service by clicking on that box over there.  And here comes the best part, the space oddity.  The windows config is horseshit, don't download it, MAC OS X, someone tell me if it works I don't own an overpriced BSD server pretending to be a desktop.  Smartphone works on mobile AND on fucking winblowz, probably on Linux too.  You get a single file with both keys, no fuzz, no hazzle, just download OpenVPN and import that sucker.

Last but not least, set your controls to auto, there are reasons to choose all sites or home network only, mainly if you don't trust other people using your own vpn and you want to limit their ability to spoof your IP, but if you trust them/you, auto is fine.

 

This last and obscure config file will be available after you correctly import your config file on Openvpn, remember that auto thing?  You can toggle it client side with a line of code I commented with #, redirect-gateway will enable  you to impersonate that IP you want to surf as.  For mobile devices, I suggest creating 2 config files, one with and one without that line of code.

That's it, you did it, you made a VPN server with a netgear device.

No one will read this, and I'm okay with it.

I lost my bird, it's devastating

 Harley, my cockateel just died due to cold temperatures.  Last year I would turn on the heat, I don't feel like doing it for some reason, I like the cold, but clearly she didn't.  I 'm crying because she gave a last chirp that could of possibly be heard all over the apartment.  It was her spirit saying goodbye, I don't deserve such amenities, that's what makes it a conflict in my mind.  I had an awesome time with her, sharing my leftover food, letting her sit on my lap or my shoulder.  I feel dumb, really stupid.  I hope I can recover, no one will read this but me, and let that be my therapy.